Escapade to Bali

I am planning an escapade to Bali next year. Wonder if I'll see camels on Bali beach then..

Cherishing Weekends

Saturdays and Sundays were always an activity-less days for me, just another boring, staying-at-home. I do like weekends though. I can sleep all I want and do whatever I want. =D

Ever since I have started this job, especially when I am scheduled to work on weekends or night shift (where my weekends are shorter by half a day), I tend to cherish my weekends more than before. I mean, I am trying to enjoy that two days more and I am not trying to put the situation to a "end-of-the-world" situation either. Well, weekends are the times where you enjoy the company of friends and family, the time when they will be around listen to your rantings and complaints. (pst! I think they have had enough of those already!)

I am working on night shift this week. Hopefully I will get morning the next but if I do, I will only have 1 and 1/2 weekends. Strictly speaking, it'll be only a day. That 1/2 will be used for sleeping! =D

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Do you think I am depressed? Someone is saying I am and I've started to feel the same!! Well, based on what I have written over here, I might and might not be depressed. I am just sad. You know, "sad"? Well, maybe I am. Hmm... I'm gonna get a place for some self-reflection moments.

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Short Off

Working days seem so long and time during off day doesn't seems to be enough. So fast, it is now almost 6pm..

Today, I've watched Spice Girls' latest single - Headlines (Friendship Never Ends). The song is nice but the video's not. I mean, there is no meaning at all. Everyone was just posing especially VB, with her forever-the-same-stupid pose. She can't sing, for God's sake. *No offense* I like Mel C and Mel B though.. ;-p

This was a performance for Children in Need. If you wanna watch the actual video, try here. VB's too suck to be streamed here. xD The video'd be very perfect without VB, don't you think so?

Then I browsed through Youtube for their videos and stumbled upon an ads for Tesco. Kinda funny..

I like Mel C and Mel B's parts. Wahahaha =D

First Working Weekend

Today's my first "working" weekend. How would I describe my day today? I am thinking whether my life had signed a contract with "boring" long time ago. Well, it was boring. I can continue with my Grey's Anatomy and updating my resume. I can tell you, update resume is a very long process..

Basically, I am being paid for watching Grey's Anatomy.. ;-p Not bad but shifts are very bad. Haha..

Bad Off Day

WHY??? Why are all the sicknesses has to come on my off day?? Darn! This morning I was caught with sore throat, headache and flu.. @@

It is bad.. definitely bad!! T_T

Where do all the lonely people come from?

Imagine you freak out, come to the end of your tether, can’t hold it together anymore.
Where would you go?
Imagine you enter a way of being and experiencing the world, which other people call mad, and your nearest and dearest can’t cope with your presence any longer.
To whom would you turn?
Imagine you are out of your wits, completely gone over the hill, you've lost it, plunged into the wild waves of the unknown.
What would you need?

"Suppose," said R.D. Laing (1927 – 1989) "you do not want to be jolted out of it, but believe that this is something you want to go through. Who will allow you to go through it? Where will you be allowed to plumb the depth of your agony, despair, bewilderment, confusion, perplexity, until a new beginning dawns? No one is asking you to, if you don’t want to. But just suppose you felt you have to."

Imagine there are folks who will listen to you, respect you, take you seriously, understand your weird experiences, language and gestures, and can make sense, together with you, of your disturbing experience?

Imagine there is human warmth, camaraderie, tolerance, forbearance, a refreshing and new consistency in bonding to your emerging vulnerable true self?

40 years ago, the Beatles asked the world a simple question. He wanted to know where all the lonely people came from..

Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from ?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong ?

Father McKenzie writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear
No one comes near.
Look at him working. Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there
What does he care?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

Aah, look at all the lonely people
Aah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

*snapped*

Had 2 movies in a row; Stardust at 3:20pm, finished at 5:35pm and then rushed to Bee Movie at 5:30pm but started around 15 minutes later. Bee Movie's boring.. @@
After the movie, planned to have steamboat at Menjalara but was kinda packed so we settled for western food instead.

Had a nice chat about work and thanks for snapping me back to reality. I'd really need those help around. Maybe I am being too demanding and tend to take things for granted. Ought to start thinking about the good side of the things I am having now but just give me some more time. xD

To you-know-who,
I am not sure if I am getting a bit stressed out or just getting plain out-of-my-mind, thanks for being there. You advised and it got into my head but I am not sure if it is able to "stay" there. xD You've got your point and I've got it too. You know I am getting insane and thanks for bearing with my insanity. ^^

Enough of thanks and now it's a sorry. Sorry to freaked you out with my "damn-serious" question last night. Not sure if I am gonna ask it again in the future but if I do, hope it doesn't piss you off. xD

Thanks a million~ ^^

Boring but a relax Friday

Today's Friday, after Deepavali break. I had expected a very busy day because most people will be coming back from holiday and expected a lot of outages. Haha..

Surprisingly, I am able to watched the whole "Evan Almighty" and "The Bourne Ultimatum" and there are enough time for me to catch a few of those Hong Kong's classic movies.. You know, Stephen Chow's movies.. Blasting MP3 to the maximum while biting some snacks..

BORING~~

Pre-Deepavali

Yesterday was a "red" day. Calls were flooding in like nobody's business. I am feeling my life had been shortened by a few years. x_X Why "red"? The "Agent Board" was in red for the most of the day!

The thing highlighted in red is the "Agent Board" but it was taken today so no red. ^^

Today's calls.. so far so good. I guess most of the Indians, Malaysian and Singaporean are in the holiday mood now and no time to call us.

Expired

What comes up to your mind when you see the words expire, expiry, expiration, etc? Food expired, your discount voucher is gonna reach its expiry date or my even my token card?? *haha*

I think my lifespan will be expired soon.. T_T
I AM SO SO F8CKING TIRED! ><
I WANT MY BED... NOW!
I WANT MY LUNCH.. but nothing nice to eat around the office.
and shit, I HAVE TO WORK ON WEEKEND! *grrr*

Ohaiyo~ Irassaimase

What a great thing to start my day..

The first call I got was a Japanese lady, Mikako-san. *hell, what is japanese agents are doing???* Lucky she did not go "Ohaiyo gozaimasu~"

Then after lunch, this Jap lad called, Takayuki Hando. His name reminds me of takoyaki (octopus balls)

*yum yum*

Well, at least my last call was a pleasant one. He is a nice Indian chap. xD Too bad, I can't end my shift with "Arigatou gozaimasu" and "Sayonara"