Mixed Feeling

Will start working next Monday after freeloading at home for 3 months. As I've said in the earlier post, it's a shift-based job and depend on which region I will be assigned to, I'll have to follow their working hours. If necessary, need to work on weekend too. I have another 3 days left to enjoy my freeloading moment before rejoining into the workforce. Will miss those time even though it's not advisable to do so. Haha. xD

I'm having a mixed feeling from the day I had put my "tortoise" (in case you're clueless, it's a pun for 'signature') on that paper...

I feel eager.
Why? Curious, perhaps.. about the new environment, new people, new place and new responsibilities.

I feel nervous and scared.
It will be a totally different working routine and it does really test my level of adaptability.

I feel sad.
Goodbye weekends, goodbye nightlife (my type of nightlife: movie, yamcha and of course mahjong! Haha, just kidding) and goodbye normal life.

I feel happy.
It's so obvious.. I'VE GOT A JOB, FINALLY!

A week before this, I actually hoped that 10th September would never come. A few of my friends told me that it's something worth a try and it's not that bad as I think. I'd disagree at first maybe because their priorities were not the same as mine. I'm not going to place mine here but all I could say is career has not always been in the last spot. Haha. xD

Lately, I've learnt to accept the fact. I've signed it and there is no way I could overturn that agreement. I've gotta pay them a month of my salary if I resign within the first year of my employment. Unless someone is willing to sponsor me. =.=" If there is really this someone out there, do you mind to send me a mail?? ............ Just kidding. That's life, full of parts and parcels, ups and downs.